Day of seclusion ..

I never ever liked being lonely, though I do like to be completely silent at times. Last week many times I got this "Leave me alone" wish and it got fulfilled on saturday. Mom was going to be out for the whole day and that too with my cell phone. I did nothing which could be called as unusual or different, but then there was this big big difference of being all alone, of being with myself. Went to parvati in the morning .. rains had just stopped n there was a cool breeze. There were 4-5 odd people whom my eyes could see but they were non existent to my mind, which was busy not thinking about anything.
A bit of reading (I am currently reading fountainhead which can only be a read a bit at a time ) and then I made a sketch .. after may days I was really satisfied with my creation. Then a visit to 'Rudraksha Art Gallery' to see an exhibition of paintings on 'The Rain', just one word for them , they were awesome. I really admire artists and writers,there's this knack they have in common of putting down their thoughts on paper. I made a few enquiries about the workship, giving explanations about my interests. That man then asked me the the details of my course and college, and for the first time perhaps I hated to say "I am a software engineer".Sometimes I really wonder why I became a software engineer, but then if you think about it a bit deeper, its good to have a job to which you are not addicted, so that it does not hurt if its taken away from you someday.
Back home, I cooked baked macroni with cheese, this was just a warm up for the plan of bringing variety and perfection into my culinary skills in the next couple of months. That was the end of being with myself, after all,good things do come to an end always.